Dalit Christian dilemma and Savarna Christian apathy
As a Dalit Christian, witnessing such incidents of subtle casteism within the Church from Dominant Caste Christians and blatant aggression of Caste Hindus outside the Church has not been new to me; derogatory comments about being rice-bag converts and how ‘foreign’ missionaries ‘fooled’ the ‘naïve’ Dalits to accept the Christian faith comes up almost naturally in most of the conversations that Savarnas used to have- something which has always made me feel uncomfortable, and more importantly, humiliating: Are Dalits truly agency-less humans to embrace a faith without having any say in it?
Thus, there exists a conundrum in which the Dalit Christian encounters: Blatant hatred from the Caste-Hindu forces outside, and the subtle and backhand discrimination from Savarna Christians. However, contrary to major casteist narratives that Dalit conversions to Christianity was solely materialistic and nothing else, Christianity, in addition to educational and employment opportunities (in certain contexts) does offer spiritual liberation (in terms of psycho-social emancipation), and simultaneously the ‘democratic space’ for its Dalit converts to question and counter hegemonic caste-based practices from Savarna Christians; and it is precisely this ‘space’ which I wish to use in order to ponder upon a particular question which has indeed bothered me for a very long time, albeit, hardly addressed in Academic circles: Why Savarna Christians are practising/observing Caste? What do they gain from maintaining their caste pride and ‘rich ancestry’ under the garb of culture/history, when their identity of a ‘Christian’ is a complete contradiction to holding any sort of pride based on someone else’s oppression?